Being that my dad was rich, we had many relatives who stayed with us back then, being the only child wasn’t so boring cos I had uncles, aunties, cousins and many other people around me.
My name is John, I am 16 years old and I am addicted to masturbation, here is my story.
From as young as age 3, I had this favourite uncle who stayed with us then, he really loved me and was closer to me than my parents.
Our house was a 6 bedroom duplex and as little as I was I had a room all to myself but I never liked staying alone, my beloved uncle offered to share my room with me and this made me happy.
No one would suspect anything being that we are both males, mum was busy, dad was busy and uncle was busy too, busy destroying my life.
Uncle did a lot of bad things with me and to me, from playing with my private part, telling me to play with his, playing porn videos for me, sleeping with his girlfriends in my presence.
Slowly these acts ruined me, when I clocked 9, uncle tried inserting his rod into my anus, the pain was terrible, something I can’t explain.
“Sorry” was the only thing he said after that incidence, this made me hate uncle and made me start keeping away from everyone. I hated the act already.
Daddy helped uncle secure an admission outside the country, it was good news for me as I won’t have to face his ugly face again.
Uncle left but the deed had been done, the harm had been made, this thing had already become a part of me, I was always locked in my room helping myself, trying to ease the urge.
At school I was always in the restroom easing my urge, I can’t stay 4 hours without having this strong urge, even at church, I’d sneak to an uncompleted room to help myself.
The phones daddy bought for me only helped in aggravating my condition, I downloaded all sorts or porn videos and gained gratification from them.
I finished my WAEC and NECO exams few months back, was a bright student but I was totally zero when it came to social life, I have no friends, I was just alone, I was hostile.
Few months back daddy had to slow down in work because of his health, this made him have time for me (like I needed it), he drew me close but I felt it was already too late.
No one knew about my addiction, I had managed to stay under cover for many years.
Masturbation and pornography isn’t what I enjoyed but I couldn’t stop it, I knew I needed help but I didn’t know how to go about it.
After thinking for weeks I have decided to go for counseling, therapy, deliverance and do whatsoever it takes to overcome this addiction.
I had finally opened up to daddy about my problem, he was lost for words, I saw my dad cry, he cried like a woman in travail but what had happened has happened, all I desire is help.
I told him about my plan of going for therapy and he promised to support me till the end, he apologized for never being there, did I tell you? mum has been abroad for about 6 years now.
I would be leaving for therapy tomorrow, I know I am better than my addictions, I am going to fight till I win.
I have forgiven uncle, daddy, mummy for their mistakes, I have forgiven myself too and it is now time to heal.
THE END
#That_was_fiction but lessons can be drawn
Our male children shouldn’t be left out of sex education and proper precautionary measures because they abuse them too.
– Because they are of the same sex doesn’t mean our babies are safe with them.
– No matter how busy we are we should create time for our kids.
– Don’t be in a hurry to judge an addict, you don’t know the mystery behind that addiction
– Parents be parents, don’t delegate your responsibility
There is hope for the lost, first you must accept you have a problem before help comes.
I hope this inspires you.
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